Soliloquy

Its been an age since i saw u,
been a long time i last heard u.
Now wen i seek u,u seem a ghost,
Wer hav u gone when i need u d most.

We grew together n O dear,
Now wen i dont hav u near.
I miss ur voice n d noises we made,
singing a chorus while sittin in d shade.


I still remember our kiddy whines,
How u used to smile on my silly rhymes.
U wer my strength on d stage of prayers,
I wud hav flunked hadnt u given me dares.

Playin wid u was so much fun,
I hated oders for doz hard hated puns.
I was alwaz wrong u wer endearingly right,
u'd embrace darkness to keep me bright.

Sumtimes wen i was selfish,u asked me to b kind
U sumhow managed to overpower my mind.
The first time u spoke,I thot i was mad,
widout u now, i have been so sad..

you'd ask me y is it all so messed,
i kno i had promised not to b distressed.
But trust me u wer lucky to lose ur hold,
U died young,i m here to grow old..